Long after midnight, on a night like this
I’d sit by my blacklight and dream of your kiss
pulsating music filled my room and my head
and I dreamed what it’d be like to have you in my bed
I’m your best nightmare
And then it happened, you were in my arms
your lips on my throat- your hands on…
I constantly go between being extremely anxious about all the things I have to do and literally not giving a shit. There is no in between, and it’s so exhausting and frustrating.